My poor body is so so stressed.

My body is bloated and swollen. My uterus is cramping stretching pulling. I feel the urge for my body to have my period, but as each day passes it intensifies. Cramping bloating I’m so uncomfortable. Yesterday I spotted brown several times, cried and felt this chance was over so I’m patiently waiting and checking for the bright red. My tolerance for pain is high so I can’t tell if I’m experiencing intense cramping pain or not. The progesterone has made me emotional, depressed and pessimistic. I feel that it’s over, my body doesn’t feel right. I’m in my head trying to compare to Lia’s pregnancy 3 years ago. I wish I could ease this anxiety. But trying to relax is so so far away.